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Saturday, November 21, 2009

i think i just saw something that i shouldn't.





my heart just








sank.







~ { 10:24 PM }
reflections of you and me;

its november.

also means that december is around the corner.

the month of celebrations.

the month everyone is looking forward to.

including me. =)

i luuurrvveee decembersss!

micro test today.

i dont know how to do! *cries*

and i think i need to purchase a third calculator now. a 12 digits one.

CRAP! i can open calculator shop soon!

nothing went wrong.

like i was living in a dream.

fantasies. fairytales. all come true.

alright.

time to start mugging again.

hates the feeling of being clueless in class.

~ { 2:46 AM }
reflections of you and me;

Sunday, November 8, 2009

i just got another calculator for myself. because the first one i got did not have the square root sign. i can get seriously stupid at times. ok, maybe most of the time. first lecture of maths 2 tomorrow. it also means less time to revise, but also more to revise now. =.=

was at the library one lazy afternoon and i suddenly hear a snore. like omg? a SNORE in the most quiet place in school. i have to think twice before napping in the library next time round. hahahaha!

i farted one day at the most inappropriate time. but farting is healthy. and its really because of the stomach reaction, believe it or not. boohoo.

to you:

i'm sorry for laughing at your hair so much. but it's really rather funny. hahahahahhaahaha!

you'll always be a part of me
i'm a part of you indefinitely
girl don't you know you can't escape me
oh darling cause you'll always be my baby

omg what a boring post!

~ { 9:19 PM }
reflections of you and me;

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

i want to do this and do that.
but the truth is just so cruel, for i could only choose to do things one at a time.

i'm so scared. so scared for choosing this and not that.
and if i choose this, how about that?

messed up
all messed up

why are there so many things to attend to in life.
can i just attend one at a time, without giving up on any?

this used to happen before, it finally ended.
for good times don't last, it happened again.

so soon, too soon.

when sometimes i thought the stormy rides have finally ended, i'm always wrong.
just like this time, it's nothing so different.


you used to be there,
to ease my life,
to make my life a happier one,
to feel happy when i tell you how happy i am.

no longer,
not anymore.

suffocate me.

~ { 9:00 PM }
reflections of you and me;

Saturday, October 31, 2009

because i didn't do anything,
A gets angry.

because i didn't do anything again,
B gets angry.

because i didn't do anything yet again,
C gets angry.

no seeking for explanation,
no seeking to verify.

just,
ANGRY.

and as the list goes on,
i'm giving up.

this is my life,
i do what i want.

i love freedom,
but this is not how it's spelt.

~ { 1:56 PM }
reflections of you and me;

Saturday, October 24, 2009

those words will make me sleepless tonight

~ { 12:52 AM }
reflections of you and me;

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

it just feels, weird.

maybe its part of exposing to more of the world, meeting more people, knowing the many faces one can have. wearing that beautiful mask camouflaging that evil smile.

its scary.
creepy.
eerie.

makes me take a step back, wandering if you did this for real? or for a motive?
more likely for a motive. i always thought.

as we understand how life aint exactly as wonderful as we thought when we were younger.

hold on to the handful of people that face you without that mask. i know who they are, do you?

these people i will hold onto tightly, cherishing and loving them.

and i thank god for them. =)

~ { 11:49 PM }
reflections of you and me;